sTuPid doRiS

walau ye...im reli stupid lo,cheat by 'u' "n" times le, but i still will trust u...wat happen to me?am i crazy? so sad o...go back home ald, but still feel so sad o...y???reali stupid n im an idiot...how many time i had to be hurt?wat i expect from 'u' actually?n wat de purpose u treat me like tis?wat de benefit tat u can get from me?wat u wan from me?i ald forgive u "n" times dun make me 'do tat' again...u know u always use a hammer hit into my heart ma?de nail stick in my heat n cant be pull out,if reli i can pull it out, i will die coz of blood dry up..
u reli is an evil tat always stay by my side..u enjoy ur happi life is gd for u,but'不要把你的快乐建立在别人的痛苦上.'
pls la..dun make me more n more hate u...dun make me disappointed on u anymore...pls think carefully n deeply b4 u move any of ur steps...pls la..dun act as u wish...u dun know wat u will get coz of ur act...
dun force me do 'things' tat i dun wan to do...if x u will pay 4 it..
请不要糟蹋了别人对你的好心。虽然我可以捐出很多很多的真心给你，但是如果你不懂得珍惜我没办法再帮你了。满满的真心也会有用完的一天。

(sori,i say many rubbish in tis post, my dear friends, hope dun mind)